I have come to the conclusion that I have been getting lazy. Things have been slowing down a bit but with gas and food going up the bills have not been going down. This summer my goal was to pay off one of my credit cards to put me in better shape to pay college tuition in January. It looks like that is not going to happen. Part of the problem is the economy, and it being an election year. For some odd reason men need less sex during an election year. I really wonder why that is. Every time a president is running I get less calls. Could it be that guys are just turned so badly off by the process? Maybe you are just aware of that stick the politicians are trying to shove up our asses. I know I sure am. If you have a clue let me know. I can use all the clues that I can get. The other part of the problem is me. I have gotten Lazy, not in bed of course. Nothing fires my engine like a naked man. I have gotten lazy in my work. I have let my advertising slide. Have not updated my web page in a bit and have just been watching way to much TV. Silly me. I do know how to work and work hard. I have updated my calendar and gotten a little more aggressive. Who knows maybe I will even turn the phone sex line on more often when I am home. Oh how I love those trippy calls! I also am looking for a real Job, something consistent. Something that gets me out there seeing people every day. I would love a job that involves travel but for now am looking at something close to home. But if you know of a travel job let me in on it. I am good with people and suck at numbers. I have my first interview on Monday. My first interview in about 7 years. It feels like giving up. But reality is that the guy on the white horse looking for a "monthly" type arrangement is not going to show up and give me a steady income. July always sucks so does November and December and February. And after years of this I still suck at saving money to get me though the slow time. So If you want to see me book me soon it will be harder once I get a real job. For now I am not planning on giving up escorting but will do it part time. There was a time where I worked full time, escorted and scooted a kid around. A job, parish the thought, Ugg. Maybe that man on the white horse will show up.
Till then though I have really been enjoying my summer with long walks, hanging out in my yard reading books, and visiting Labyrinths. Ok. Being honest here, also way to much TV watching. It is my first summer single and childless in 20 years and I am a bit lost. It is odd how that works. I am really looking forward to my Bangor camping trip for July 4th weekend. I have not been camping in a long time so it will be fun to see how it goes. And how soft I have gotten. Lol, See you soon!
PS I gave up on looking for a real job, this one is to much fun! lol
